Room With a View

Well I have had enough. Why do we bother? Life is full of ups and downs, well when the fooking hell am I gonna get an up? Any up will do. Is it too much to ask? Millions of us work to live which is beyond annoying. We cling to the hope that one day someone will notice, one day someone will pat us on the back, one day someone will tap us on the shoulder, one day will be an up day. It's bollox. You work you graft and you die. You put your all into everything and some twat will come along and crap on you from such a height that by the time it hits you its a blanket. Not just a little spattering but a blanket. No holes no oxygen no day light shit blanket. There are the few people who send you texts and emails and little msn messages that pick up your spirits, make you think there is a hole somewhere in the shit balnket. So you keep trudging and feel happy that someone out there cares enough to send you little messages. The shit blanket starts to feel lighter. You are happy as someone is going to pop over and see you. They have been laughing with you through your shit blanket for years. Your spirits lift and you even start to smell the flowers through the shit. Then a new blanket falls. This one you know well. This is the stood up blanket. You have worn it before with previous men in your life. You swore you would never be hit by it again. Never feel that empty again. Well guess what! You fooked up. It crept up and found you. You don's stodd with being stood up once though do you! No you get stood up by a second person, but hey you give him the benefit of the doubt and guess what you get stood up on Monday too but you are nice about it and then guess what it happens again on Tuesday. So I give to me the award for being the biggest sap on Hecate's great earth. You are a mug. A twat. A great big fat sap. Yet again you have been treated like a mug and you have given up your free time, which is rare, on these people. Well done. Give yourself a pat on the back as no one else will. Get me a bath chair and hand me some green jelly and I will sit by the windown and watch the rain. No interaction needed. Could not hear you through the shit blanket anyway.